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03/26/2007 21:58:44 kükli to JOT red with someone other
03/26/2007 21:58:48 kükli to Jot or write in blog mhm
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is it so bad and overdone now and want to have a little undivided attention? Just a little? Or in a relationship as what to do feel special .. so that they even if they do not total of so much time a part of it has just only for me without sacrifice anything to make another way? is sooo weird and exaggerated claims of a relationship? I will go only know what she feels and thinks .. and even then if they did not relish Sun umbedingt it to say ... because I had it close maybe will ... because I have a shared together and not want to have a side by side together!
I like but sometimes only to be told that she finds me great and what they like - without which I had previously noted irgendwasn ...
simply be, in some situations. eg if I'm not at the PC a little message found behind or so .. the messenger ...
those little things there are I just wish ...
I can not force them and I did not before .. So I have to live with that which is seemingly useless to them all ... or not necessary or no idea what ... love
I do it terribly doll ... and I think our relationship well ... all must be no destructive criticism .. should be the points that would enable it to me better ... no, just might go always good .. and not like now ... up and down ... very selfish perhaps but ... what if relations are not egoism hm for two?
Monday, March 26, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Ivory And Black Table
now measured
where you end just tired ...
at an all those annoying ...
where emotion from deep just not coming out ...
and always new things happening to a push into ...
whether it is Jenny, who does not understand that I sometimes they may have simply just for me without the things they still do
the way here and there does not happen what you wanted ... someone forgets to bring what was encouraging market-written one and that one had been looking forward .. and all that ... there was the Day start already perfect ...
further argued dannach on the subject .. no idea ...
not my day ---
and the whole time I cry is somehow almost for ..
where you end just tired ...
at an all those annoying ...
where emotion from deep just not coming out ...
and always new things happening to a push into ...
whether it is Jenny, who does not understand that I sometimes they may have simply just for me without the things they still do
the way here and there does not happen what you wanted ... someone forgets to bring what was encouraging market-written one and that one had been looking forward .. and all that ... there was the Day start already perfect ...
further argued dannach on the subject .. no idea ...
not my day ---
and the whole time I cry is somehow almost for ..
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Congratulation Message For Parents Having A Twin
is one of those days?
where these clouds disappear
fresh from heaven milked
very playful blue meadows
without cotton-like giants ...
So where does the journey
so on their eign'e
way through the world of fast hours
completely lost all found ... to worship
driving without recur
cold gods
just fall on their knees as
silence echo through the rooms ...
nothing and everything - everything is nothing -
your explain rigid Given
as I fly
and the sky I defeat
just went without a book
laid out like an old silk scarf
to forget
who it was only - the so presumptuous? !
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Well .. I do not know what exactly the statement is now .. but that's not so important in poetry or intuitive? ... There are emotional pictures and nothing else ... and for this they just say enough of ...
interpret into what ever you now Do you like ...
where these clouds disappear
fresh from heaven milked
very playful blue meadows
without cotton-like giants ...
So where does the journey
so on their eign'e
way through the world of fast hours
completely lost all found ... to worship
driving without recur
cold gods
just fall on their knees as
silence echo through the rooms ...
nothing and everything - everything is nothing -
your explain rigid Given
as I fly
and the sky I defeat
just went without a book
laid out like an old silk scarf
to forget
who it was only - the so presumptuous? !
----
Well .. I do not know what exactly the statement is now .. but that's not so important in poetry or intuitive? ... There are emotional pictures and nothing else ... and for this they just say enough of ...
interpret into what ever you now Do you like ...
Friday, March 16, 2007
Pokemon League Visuel
densities ...
rule
hopeful stored trample
on their knees praying
thrown away, nothing but dirt
attitude only to protect
hard and cold as stone
never be your back
this desire on cold lips
the world needs from fishing tip
create new order
dreams
our arms are full of courage and ideals
we had elections for ever!
Cooped and chained
made small and greased
pressed into the mold to live
and passed truth-
urbane dirty void
hatred and anger are powerful bond
re sayings
lined up and they keep not only
up daily in the world of a thousand lies
you shall add me
Spührst you not like they pull up
Ego - Performance - your masters
rule
hopeful stored trample
on their knees praying
thrown away, nothing but dirt
attitude only to protect
hard and cold as stone
never be your back
this desire on cold lips
the world needs from fishing tip
create new order
dreams
our arms are full of courage and ideals
we had elections for ever!
Cooped and chained
made small and greased
pressed into the mold to live
and passed truth-
urbane dirty void
hatred and anger are powerful bond
re sayings
lined up and they keep not only
up daily in the world of a thousand lies
you shall add me
Spührst you not like they pull up
Ego - Performance - your masters
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Visiting Card Samples Of Interior Paint
whatever ...
I am cold ... I'm tired ... and my mood is .. but as often as not particularly great ... I miss Jenny .. We have recently been so little time ... I mean, it's always been so relative, since most of the time so we only can see online ... and to the second it is so eternally out .. I do not know how to survive the sfz * again * Well. and now she is in the cinema with irgendnem guy and I can not even talk to her even though I would like to ... and then I may enjoy the same with people with whom I am in some ways does not want to have fun ... suuper ...
I am cold ... I'm tired ... and my mood is .. but as often as not particularly great ... I miss Jenny .. We have recently been so little time ... I mean, it's always been so relative, since most of the time so we only can see online ... and to the second it is so eternally out .. I do not know how to survive the sfz * again * Well. and now she is in the cinema with irgendnem guy and I can not even talk to her even though I would like to ... and then I may enjoy the same with people with whom I am in some ways does not want to have fun ... suuper ...
Friday, March 2, 2007
Lucy Thai And Bruce Lee
sometimes ..
[[I'm pretty disturbed contains the text some typos - I use the excuse]]
Why? Is this world really is so shitty? Can we really change anything? alleged data most people stupid selfish predators are the other crap and just want to find in the dirt Trampling simply because it makes them fun and it is cool to be better? !
things better by skin color, or more money or other? What settles everything to me at about the same level .. if I now feel better than others because I have more money than the .. or because I've ne other color .. is exactly alike .. the fazot is only .. I feel better.
Sometimes I wish we could be without all this politics and live .. but I .. I can not .. because everything we do is political nunmal .. whether we look or look away ... and I find away to see shit ... I am bitter and in many points, perhaps too afraid .. complex and I may have offended because you found me often pointless and moronic and beaten ... because I have had as a child afraid to go to school or later, sometimes on the road ... because the people are dependent shit ..
I do not turn there .. But many say it to me again "you can change nothing!" It takes you well mitzuschwimmen in the crowd .. and the State and the powers that be to let make a stop ... will be correct what were doing .. for the people and the Holy Land in which we live .. and that makes us better than other countries. We have finally chosen .. so all 4 years we fully politically .. or maybe not ... but at least we have the chance .. to be fully democratic ..
and if small 5 kllässler insult each other as the son of a bitch .. soweiso then blame the foreigners ... or people are just so ...
I'm pretty frustrated .. because man is the most important of all me .. not even me trying to understand and it does not matter. On the World continuously people shot, tortured and forced into hard labor for money .. or because someone who makes just find that this is correct. Every second there is anyone in the world bad ... and the only answer to that is ... yes .. wa destiny? AUC can also change nothing in it ...
Super stuff ... I can not .. Slowly I start to think .. please be proud of you .. you manage my will, my ideals and my faith to break menschlichleot ... are proud of the daraif do you manage to break me, and everything what makes me .. out to me all my hope is taken and just started kicking times because I'm too selfish to think of it so others .. and that my block future .. to think I should .. I should, strictly speaking, think of anything else ..
yes .. want her career to become a horny idiot? I have no doubt that I somehow really great what to study "important" and a lot of money can earn ... then they tell me .. yes do it ... I do not want is a damn .. ic why not also want to .. I do not just .. that counts ... and who does not want to do is set up regardless of what sucks ... something about not being considered for .. it's just .. one is a blunt tool functioning in a world full of great brains and soul dead machines who dare to be the master race man to call .. and feel better than animals ... and a lot less are ...
I sometimes not even longer had the strength to cry about this stupidity ... YES! It pisses me incredibly to live in this world .. because all I know is pure contempt live ... which is concerned only by one .. killed there by the existent will and of preserving their own way ... if this is so important .. . Then why not get much easier! Why not truly social Darwinism, huh? Or your media image of anarchy ...
why is there power at all? It is in fact a long time to not only lead to even more on experience .. as in the animal kingdom ... We do not need a strong alpha male ... Nevertheless, there is one ... pointless ..
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Well .. I have no idea whether anyone .. whether you take the trouble to read it all .. and perhaps think about it .. or if she is again no matter .. and I was a stupid spinner to the herumträumt much stupid and yet only rumschmarotzt because he does not want to work in this and for that company .. because I'm so Hippocrates as most of our scene and live here without even really want but do it anyway ... Hippocrates, of course we are ... we are cruel .. and hypocritical ... but our current alternative is prison or death ... nice alternative is not it?
The one that is so precious little ... is just so .. no chance ..
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I love her .. This is a fact .. and I have a strong desire incredibly cruel to her every second .. I like to be with her and touch her ... lie in her arms and think of nothing .. yet .. but I will never deny what I am .. and I just connected and logical about it now as it all may go well .--- what people are wrong because I will not understand .. no one understands .. It's just wrong ... because sons would be so ...
first
enough of this political ..
my inner turmoil is perfect and I just feel crappy and just completely worthless .. because I can lose in a few minutes all of my mind ... all my ideas about the future and my place in it just disappear. I am somebody for what I am important! Does that count anything? I should so I go to Persia? or give up rather ... the rest of life just somehow get behind me ... for whatever ...
I believe in pretty things like love .. but also because we do not find the same denominator ... ... because other things are just as important? ...
[[I'm pretty disturbed contains the text some typos - I use the excuse]]
Why? Is this world really is so shitty? Can we really change anything? alleged data most people stupid selfish predators are the other crap and just want to find in the dirt Trampling simply because it makes them fun and it is cool to be better? !
things better by skin color, or more money or other? What settles everything to me at about the same level .. if I now feel better than others because I have more money than the .. or because I've ne other color .. is exactly alike .. the fazot is only .. I feel better.
Sometimes I wish we could be without all this politics and live .. but I .. I can not .. because everything we do is political nunmal .. whether we look or look away ... and I find away to see shit ... I am bitter and in many points, perhaps too afraid .. complex and I may have offended because you found me often pointless and moronic and beaten ... because I have had as a child afraid to go to school or later, sometimes on the road ... because the people are dependent shit ..
I do not turn there .. But many say it to me again "you can change nothing!" It takes you well mitzuschwimmen in the crowd .. and the State and the powers that be to let make a stop ... will be correct what were doing .. for the people and the Holy Land in which we live .. and that makes us better than other countries. We have finally chosen .. so all 4 years we fully politically .. or maybe not ... but at least we have the chance .. to be fully democratic ..
and if small 5 kllässler insult each other as the son of a bitch .. soweiso then blame the foreigners ... or people are just so ...
I'm pretty frustrated .. because man is the most important of all me .. not even me trying to understand and it does not matter. On the World continuously people shot, tortured and forced into hard labor for money .. or because someone who makes just find that this is correct. Every second there is anyone in the world bad ... and the only answer to that is ... yes .. wa destiny? AUC can also change nothing in it ...
Super stuff ... I can not .. Slowly I start to think .. please be proud of you .. you manage my will, my ideals and my faith to break menschlichleot ... are proud of the daraif do you manage to break me, and everything what makes me .. out to me all my hope is taken and just started kicking times because I'm too selfish to think of it so others .. and that my block future .. to think I should .. I should, strictly speaking, think of anything else ..
yes .. want her career to become a horny idiot? I have no doubt that I somehow really great what to study "important" and a lot of money can earn ... then they tell me .. yes do it ... I do not want is a damn .. ic why not also want to .. I do not just .. that counts ... and who does not want to do is set up regardless of what sucks ... something about not being considered for .. it's just .. one is a blunt tool functioning in a world full of great brains and soul dead machines who dare to be the master race man to call .. and feel better than animals ... and a lot less are ...
I sometimes not even longer had the strength to cry about this stupidity ... YES! It pisses me incredibly to live in this world .. because all I know is pure contempt live ... which is concerned only by one .. killed there by the existent will and of preserving their own way ... if this is so important .. . Then why not get much easier! Why not truly social Darwinism, huh? Or your media image of anarchy ...
why is there power at all? It is in fact a long time to not only lead to even more on experience .. as in the animal kingdom ... We do not need a strong alpha male ... Nevertheless, there is one ... pointless ..
---
Well .. I have no idea whether anyone .. whether you take the trouble to read it all .. and perhaps think about it .. or if she is again no matter .. and I was a stupid spinner to the herumträumt much stupid and yet only rumschmarotzt because he does not want to work in this and for that company .. because I'm so Hippocrates as most of our scene and live here without even really want but do it anyway ... Hippocrates, of course we are ... we are cruel .. and hypocritical ... but our current alternative is prison or death ... nice alternative is not it?
The one that is so precious little ... is just so .. no chance ..
---
I love her .. This is a fact .. and I have a strong desire incredibly cruel to her every second .. I like to be with her and touch her ... lie in her arms and think of nothing .. yet .. but I will never deny what I am .. and I just connected and logical about it now as it all may go well .--- what people are wrong because I will not understand .. no one understands .. It's just wrong ... because sons would be so ...
first
enough of this political ..
my inner turmoil is perfect and I just feel crappy and just completely worthless .. because I can lose in a few minutes all of my mind ... all my ideas about the future and my place in it just disappear. I am somebody for what I am important! Does that count anything? I should so I go to Persia? or give up rather ... the rest of life just somehow get behind me ... for whatever ...
I believe in pretty things like love .. but also because we do not find the same denominator ... ... because other things are just as important? ...
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