sometimes ..
[[I'm pretty disturbed contains the text some typos - I use the excuse]]
Why? Is this world really is so shitty? Can we really change anything? alleged data most people stupid selfish predators are the other crap and just want to find in the dirt Trampling simply because it makes them fun and it is cool to be better? !
things better by skin color, or more money or other? What settles everything to me at about the same level .. if I now feel better than others because I have more money than the .. or because I've ne other color .. is exactly alike .. the fazot is only .. I feel better.
Sometimes I wish we could be without all this politics and live .. but I .. I can not .. because everything we do is political nunmal .. whether we look or look away ... and I find away to see shit ... I am bitter and in many points, perhaps too afraid .. complex and I may have offended because you found me often pointless and moronic and beaten ... because I have had as a child afraid to go to school or later, sometimes on the road ... because the people are dependent shit ..
I do not turn there .. But many say it to me again "you can change nothing!" It takes you well mitzuschwimmen in the crowd .. and the State and the powers that be to let make a stop ... will be correct what were doing .. for the people and the Holy Land in which we live .. and that makes us better than other countries. We have finally chosen .. so all 4 years we fully politically .. or maybe not ... but at least we have the chance .. to be fully democratic ..
and if small 5 kllässler insult each other as the son of a bitch .. soweiso then blame the foreigners ... or people are just so ...
I'm pretty frustrated .. because man is the most important of all me .. not even me trying to understand and it does not matter. On the World continuously people shot, tortured and forced into hard labor for money .. or because someone who makes just find that this is correct. Every second there is anyone in the world bad ... and the only answer to that is ... yes .. wa destiny? AUC can also change nothing in it ...
Super stuff ... I can not .. Slowly I start to think .. please be proud of you .. you manage my will, my ideals and my faith to break menschlichleot ... are proud of the daraif do you manage to break me, and everything what makes me .. out to me all my hope is taken and just started kicking times because I'm too selfish to think of it so others .. and that my block future .. to think I should .. I should, strictly speaking, think of anything else ..
yes .. want her career to become a horny idiot? I have no doubt that I somehow really great what to study "important" and a lot of money can earn ... then they tell me .. yes do it ... I do not want is a damn .. ic why not also want to .. I do not just .. that counts ... and who does not want to do is set up regardless of what sucks ... something about not being considered for .. it's just .. one is a blunt tool functioning in a world full of great brains and soul dead machines who dare to be the master race man to call .. and feel better than animals ... and a lot less are ...
I sometimes not even longer had the strength to cry about this stupidity ... YES! It pisses me incredibly to live in this world .. because all I know is pure contempt live ... which is concerned only by one .. killed there by the existent will and of preserving their own way ... if this is so important .. . Then why not get much easier! Why not truly social Darwinism, huh? Or your media image of anarchy ...
why is there power at all? It is in fact a long time to not only lead to even more on experience .. as in the animal kingdom ... We do not need a strong alpha male ... Nevertheless, there is one ... pointless ..
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Well .. I have no idea whether anyone .. whether you take the trouble to read it all .. and perhaps think about it .. or if she is again no matter .. and I was a stupid spinner to the herumträumt much stupid and yet only rumschmarotzt because he does not want to work in this and for that company .. because I'm so Hippocrates as most of our scene and live here without even really want but do it anyway ... Hippocrates, of course we are ... we are cruel .. and hypocritical ... but our current alternative is prison or death ... nice alternative is not it?
The one that is so precious little ... is just so .. no chance ..
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I love her .. This is a fact .. and I have a strong desire incredibly cruel to her every second .. I like to be with her and touch her ... lie in her arms and think of nothing .. yet .. but I will never deny what I am .. and I just connected and logical about it now as it all may go well .--- what people are wrong because I will not understand .. no one understands .. It's just wrong ... because sons would be so ...
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enough of this political ..
my inner turmoil is perfect and I just feel crappy and just completely worthless .. because I can lose in a few minutes all of my mind ... all my ideas about the future and my place in it just disappear. I am somebody for what I am important! Does that count anything? I should so I go to Persia? or give up rather ... the rest of life just somehow get behind me ... for whatever ...
I believe in pretty things like love .. but also because we do not find the same denominator ... ... because other things are just as important? ...
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