sad oh man!
Hmm ..
No idea .. I'm sitting here and I have not so great mood .. and I know after this I must give up the discussions myself again I do not go celebrating Wed .. because I do not want and not feel like it did ..
and honestly I think is slow no matter what others say .. maybe I'm broken .. or even just make me break .. but oh well .. I do not like when I like or not? I do not want this kind of "party" at a party I do not like most of my friends particularly like and that will probably not change that I have a different understanding of fun .. me the other things enjoy them for what they pleased ...
maybe it appeared to be less than I would make fun .. at least in their eyes .. but I do some fun things ... only are the kind of things I do not share everything with them, I sometimes have the feeling .. or at least not when they "party mood" have ..
now and then I get even more to put myself in this mood .. in the .. me stumbling out here and there and consume alcohol and THC, and I take delight because I really do not do anything .. I mean .. I am talking not even really since Oo ---
these are the things that cause me joy .. Thursday painted with eg storm ever to traipse bell while about this and that intimately discuss ...
sometimes it does not talk much but just smalltalk times or so .. But on most parties I have no .. there is not much about - stupid funny political jokes and the use of drugs or the talk about drugs - also ... perhaps rumgedönsel .. But seriously, I can speak with anyone since then .. that's what I miss ..
so what .. jot
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